Passion makes the world go round, but Love just makes it a safer place.
Sunday December 20, 2009. Shinedown-If You Only Knew.

In news today Brittany Murphy has died at the age of 32, her mother found her in the shower. How sad is that. No shock lame ass Perez Hilton is already on the let me make shit up train. Give the poor girl a break, she just died and your already posting via twitter how she was on drugs and using her death as away to take cheep shots at others. This makes me sick how the humen race can be so cold hearted and careless in what they say and do. Have a little more respect for Brittany and her family. It's bad enough your using her name in such an awful ways but to point the finger at her husband so quick. TMZ is pretty harsh and low down but my god Perez is out scuming them with they things he is saying. Perez you disgust me with this shit, you should be ashamed of your self and they acts you are doing. SHAME ON YOU!

On to other news James is feeling better each day and should be home on Wednesday. I feel bad he's been in for a month now which is longer but with the weather change it was just hard for him. Everything is looking good and he is getting back to his old self. Hopefully he will stay out for awhile and start getting on track with every thing. I miss my baby being home, it feel empty around here, not the same sleeping when your so use to having someone next to you always trying to cuddle lol. That place makes him so unhappy and they bring him down so much, not cool at all. "Some" of the nures are such assholes and so damn rude it's disgusting how they can act in such a childish way. Bright side only three more days and he is free from that shit hole called a hospital. Can't wait to see you babe i love you ♥

Our wedding is coming along so fast but nicely. We got everything done and picked out, only thing left is to find a place to have it at and to do the wedding cake. I'm so excited our wedding is in eight months ahhhhhh! I can't wait to walk down and marry James. He's going to look so cute in his tuxs ahhh the wait kills me. As much as i would like it to be August already it can't sadly, we still got a few things to do and get some stuff so yeah.

Formal wear is required: that means no hats, bandannas, do-rags, big chains. It is 18 and older remember we are all adults here so this means you are to act your age not your shoe size, be respectful, no mp3, ipods or cells are to be on during the wedding so please turn them off. We do not care if you are in the wedding party or not if you start bitching, whining, yelling, ect your ass is being kicked out. This is a day for James and I to show how much we really love one another and no one is going to be childish at our wedding you do so buh bye your gone. It's a happy joyful day that shouldn't be filled with drama and bullshit, so leave your baggage at the door.If you show up and your not invited, your being told to leave, we will not let you in without an invitation, if you don't get an invitation to our wedding then don't waste your time, honestly we don't want you there if you didn't. NO DRINKING & DRIVING! you plan on drinking have someone who is sober that will drive you home, James and I do not want anyone to be hurt at all. If you get shitfaced then your keys will be taken away, if you do not have a sober person willing to drive you home then your in a cab or you can crash on the floor at someones house but in no way are you driving! Understand? Good!






Marriage--a book of which the first chapter is written in poetry and the remaining chapters written in prose.
Tuesday December 08, 2009. 3Oh!3-Star Struck.

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So James and I are plaing to get married some time next year and have started a few weeks ago to plan the wedding. I'm so excited but getting stressed out already. So far i have my dress picked out along with my shoes, the maid of honors dress and brides maid dress is picked out. The flowers are already picked out and taken care of. Our wedding colors are going to be light pink, baby blue and black. My garter is picked out along with how my hair is going to look. James has the tuxs and outfit picked out for himself along with the best men and grooms man. What else oh the Invitations are already picked out which is amazing. We pretty much have the guest list picked out and who we do and DON'T want at our wedding. If your not invited then that's your own fault sorry. Our wedding plans are coming along good and fast. I got most of it already planed with in a few days. Hey i was slacking, we got engaged August 01, 2009 so i should have started around then but hey a few months went by it's all good. If we keep on top of things it should all fall in place on time. But yeah here is the line-up to who is in the wedding party.

Bride:Me duh.
Groom:James.
Maid Of Honor:Nicole.
Best Man:Mike.B.
Brides Maid:Catherine.
Grooms Man:Chris aka Ice.


Oh why yes there is still drama going on with a few skanks who need to go die already. Bitch face who works at Albany med hasn't had anything happen yet that i know of, but come to find out she is super jealous of me because her man never pays her any attention or cares enough to be with her so she is trying to mess up what James and I have. Oh well so sad go be emo and cry now. Other then this bullshit nothing much has happen really. I mean last week really sucked but it's whatever and i'm having a pretty good week so far after so. I guess this is all for now.